Taskete kudasai!!!!
I blow all my chances, i'm always racing for something i can't have! I'm not that self-absorbed, but sometimes i'm so selfish! I'm so optimistic, but do i really have so much wit? Sometimes i feel like i'm abasing myself in front of people, doing something odd, or saying something stupid. I'm so confused about myself and it goes up for me sometimes, when i get such stupid thoughts.
That's when diary comes in handy, to release what's on my mind.